unrequited love.

sometimes you find yourself trying to let go of something. but it's like you have been swimming in the ocean for a very very long time. and you feel like you belong there. you are one with the waves, the warmth of the water and your body moves in sync with the ocean. and you swim around just trying to stay afloat. then you get tired and you start to drown and you swim back to land. when you get there you just feel so heavy because you lost touch with gravity for so long. and you collapse on the beach.

as you try to find balance again, and then your feet finds gravity. you stand up and you look at the horizon one last time, and just know that no matter how beautiful the sea was, and how good it made you feel it was never yours for you to keep. and someday's you will miss it, you know. 

and you feel yourself moving with the waves.
and you dream of diving in. then you realize your feet was meant for land. and not cut out for the ocean. maybe you're meant to climb trees, or hike hills or just run really fast.

letting go is not easy. there is nothing quite like swimming in the ocean. just like how it's natural for your feet to find gravity, it's natural for you to let go. and find your true purpose in life again.
the sea is the sea,
and you are just you.
i have to let go,
but sometimes i find myself waking up at the beach again.

only when I look into your eyes, my senses ignite. i feel life.

i was waiting for an answer, like a feather falling
from the sky.

you don't want to belong to me, cause freedom feels better than I could give. you love inadequetely, but you steal hearts like mine perfectly.

for as long as i can remember, like oil and water we collide. but you don't seem to want forever, this adventure was only real to my eyes.

you don't want to listen to me cause freedom sounds better, than I can sing.
you love inadequetely, you steal hearts like mine perfectly.

you're a man with excuses, cause we've had something real but it was only what I feel, no?
oh you're a man, with your muses. always wanting something new and I was just someone that you could use.

why

why you gotta be my unrequited love?
why 

why can't our love be possible?

-yuna