NIKI - Chilly

I just got home from NIKI’s concert at Gandaria, Jakarta. I can’t sleep, so i watch all of niki’s video. I was so shook that this one song can explain what i’m feeling this past year. So here’s the lyrics posted by NIKI on her youtube video:

Do you ever think about me?
When she ain’t around, is your bed cold without me?
Does her love feel just the same?
Is she the one to take your last name?
Whatever the case, I’m glad you’re happy.

There ain’t nothin’ for me out here
Technicolor sparks fly in this city but not for me, maybe next year.
Magic air, charmin’ lips but I’m never spellbound
Honestly though, I’m glad you found her.
I’ll stop asking questions, you take care.

And no, i don’t want you back.
We’ve grown older and apart,
Rediscover myself, took back my heart.
Moved to a new city where I should be restartin’ but i feel nothin’
Though something could grow
I don’t ever let it take root.

Possibillity around me, but I don’t give a shit.
Numb to the bone, been so long since the love bug bit.
I’ll admit, maybe I quit.

December’s feelin chilly.
Takin’ shots at the club to warm up and distract me from feelin empty.
Every now and then I would remember how you made me feel. 
Oh, desolation and thrill.
Maybe I should try love again, but I don’t. No.

To hell with “other halves”.
That’s bullshit, I’m already whole alone. 
That don’t mean that I wanna be alone.
Tangled bodies to reset my heart but it just won’t.
But I ain’t bitter babe.
I’ve moved on, I just hate nothing blooms since you.

Possibillity around me, but I don’t give a shit.
Numb to the bone, been so long since the love bug bit.
I’ll admit, maybe I quit.